Just Black And White

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

skool ends on friday ^^ this years year 12 is epic dammit. yesterday at recess, they wore junior uniform and started blocking all the exits and entrances and stairwells and wat not. (pretending to be yr 7)

today they spammed the day sheet. was absolutely hilarious. at recess.... they decided to dance to "Status Quo" from High School Musical. someone called fate hates us so my group just happened to be sitting in the central table of the cola and all the yr 12s were dancing around us... was a lovely sight ><"

maths... was interesting... once again genie insisted on sitting next to me.. basically it was like this genie, me, viv, kaman

anywaz, as usual, genie and viv attempt to invade my "personal space" which ends up in me elbowing both of them. genie got bored... started "talking" to me with her hand in front of my face.... was not good... anyway, this continued for ages.

maths was annoying... i didn't get it so both viv and genie was "helping" me work out those god damn problems...

lunch, watched another class do their dance. fionna's was greek, was interesting. cindy's was cool though they were still somewat out of bear. charity came just because of the dance despite the fact that she was sick ><" anywayz, apparently, their dances were a success.... now i needa worry bout mine.

needa do the stupid maths assignment... needa learn latin... VD pet.... ><"

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Monday, September 28, 2009

found this piece of writing at my friends place. skim read the contents then copied wat i could. this is wat it read...

Look up or down, will I fall or drown
lets roll the dice, ultimate demise
will i smile or will i cry
will i live or will i die
this is all but a game to me

to the place where light doesn't shine
your image constantly plaques me
in my dreams i see the end of time
look right or left, all u see is debris

wings of gold, white and black...

couldn't make out the rest. its not a song or anything... it doesn't seem like 3 separate poems or watever they are... ><" any ideas ppl?

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Saturday, September 26, 2009

In my hands
A legacy of memories
I can hear you say my name
I can almost see your smile
Feel the warmth of your embrace
But there is nothing but silence now
Around the one I loved
Is this our farewell

Sweet darling you worry too much, my child
See the sadness in your eyes
You are not alone in life
Although you might think that you are

Never thought
This day would come so soon
We had no time to say goodbye
How can the world just carry on
I feel so lost when you are not by my side
But there's nothing but silence now
Around the one I loved
Is this our farewell

Sweet darling you worry too much, my child
See the sadness in your eyes
You are not alone in life
Although you might think that you are

So sorry your world is tumbling down
I will watch you through these nights
Rest your head and go to sleep
Because my child, this not our farewell.
This is not our farewell.

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last day of badminton class ^^ today was full on games... the teacher split us up into girls and guys and the teams would verse each other... loser doing like tons of fitness (push ups, sit ups, running and so on) the coach decided to join the guys team ><"

so first was footwork (running around the court) ... first was a tie then the guys won the second round.

1:0

then came games. 3 games of singles and 2 games of doubles
girls won 2 games of singles and 1 game of doubles

3:3

tie breaker ^^

another double match which of course we won ^^ was very satisfying seeing the guys (including the coach) do fitness when we just stood there making sure that they did all the fitness required.

need to do science letter... maths assignment... english and design... lovely ><"

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Wednesday, September 23, 2009

THE WORLD IN ENDING!!! no i kid i kid ^^

My, wat a lovely day... i mean the second i woke up i'm choking on crap that smells like shit and the sky is a wonderful red ><"

made a few calls... mum insisted that we stay home (who would refuse... i mean i'm skipping maths ^^) and we dragged a few others to skip with us (mum did most of the convincing)

people are like asking us for like those masks (the ones that u cover ur nose and mouth with to prevent spread of disease) my mum was paranoid bout the spread of swine flu... now the sky is a lovely tinge of yellowy grey...

apparently, it seems to be getting better now but it would get worse in the afternoon...

i feel sorry for anyone needing to go to skool / work or where ever. took in my guinea pigs ^^ they're nice and cosy.

now i needa vacumn/wipe/mop up the dust that decided to blow in through my window that was open 2CM literally.

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Monday, September 21, 2009

just came back from dinner with randoms... they keep speaking in ultra fast canto that i sorta missed half of wat they were saying. newaz, before dinner, they came to my house and started their little "inspection". they came to the garden and was like

ZOMG!! THERE'S A GARDEN!! OMG, FLOWERS!!

and i mean literally.... very sad.... they give me a headache... *sigh* maths ... evil stupid maths that is out to kill us all!

To Do List
Thursday: Jap test
Monday: Science Letter
Some random time: Angkor Wat
This week: Maths prac exam thingy
DANCE!!

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Some randoms from hk are coming over ><" okay... my dad knows them but but... they are randoms to me... anyway... that means.... I NEEDA FREAKEN CLEAN MY ROOM B4 THEY COME *cries*

basically rite now... i have like a spare bed still out from like 3 weeks ago (the one cindy h slept on) and i have like crap just piled up on top.... ><" my mums just gonna walk in then go ballistic. lovely rite...

so much shit to do ><" gonna swap from jap the pdm cause pdm is epic!! needa speek with burly... who is a very scary person. found my sd card... fixing my ds.... ><"

still need a job ><" FIONNA!! I NEED MY STRAIGHTER BACK ^^ need money dammit><' fully going pov.

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Sunday, September 20, 2009

this post is just a full on rage. no commenting on this!!

MY FUCKEN BROTHERS SUCH A FUCKEN CUNT! ARGHHH!! CAN'T LEAVE ANYTHING AT HOME WITH HIM AROUND!!! I GO TO CHINESE FOR 2 HOURS AND WHEN I COME BACK I FIND MY DS DEAD AND THE SD CARD MISSING!!! MY GOD WAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH HIM!! HE DIDN'T EVEN FUCKEN APOLOGIZE!!! SCREW HIM TO HELL!!! FREAKEN ASSHOLE!!

blah blah blah blah blah

yes i hate him
he can go die
i realli dun care

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Friday, September 18, 2009

camp was .... lovely... glad to be back...

Monday

Morning was wonderuful... I LOVE LIFTS!! anyway... to skool a tad late, got on bus....
had this "intro" walk round camp... was contemplating weather to jump of bridge or not. encountered a brown snake... lovely.

Lost Island first... suffered hypothermia (not realli) died
majorly pissed. ready to jump of bridge

Raft building... finding bridge to jump off... wat a wonderful way to start of camp ><"

Tuesday

today was better... bushcraft was epic ^^ our shelter was wicked ... threw my damperinto the bush, became a crows lunch

rock climbing... gave up half way through.. wasn't screwed doing the slanted bit ^^
had a lovely walk along the rainforest.

THE SAND DUNES WERE SO PRETTY AND PEACEFUL!! ITS LIKE UNTOUCHED AND SO PURE!! had fun running up and down the slope...

Wednesday

was stupid... i wore my water shoes for hiking.... not the best idea, especially if they have NO GRIP wat so eva... i stumbled and died up that stupid mountain... my feet died ><"

leap of faith... was boring, didn't do it
survivor challenge was epic!! we were winning until sandy decided to ditch all the rules ^^

Thursday

GIANT SWING WAS EPIC!!! got pulled up ... didnt realli think when i pulled the cord... didn't scream hence i didn't realli breathe for most of it... after the first major swing i started laughing my head off... ppl though i went mad ^^

vertical challenge hurt my hands... some instructor named Ash started shaking the ladder i was climbing since it wasn't connected to the ground... he also started twisting it...

kayaking was fun ish... had a single kayack.. stupid rocks ><"

nite was hell.... pom pom told a scary story by the camp fire... everyone started screaming and running... more screaming... got a major headache

Friday

Last day... giant slide was gay

high ropes was epic.... Brook made me go across the stupid log twice... dun like heights though i am very happy i completed the 3 elements ^^

i love home
my bed is epic
i miss my comp ^^

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Sunday, September 13, 2009

just came back from church... needa do chinese hw... again ><" dilys.. are u going to chinese??? dun ditch me TT.TT

church... had soba for lunch... it tasted funny ^^ everyone was gawking at my hair for awhile. *sigh* made me want to get extensions and tie it up... don't know how i'm going to deal with ppl 2moz ><"

shit... i have chinese test 2day... *sigh* now i needa go memorise words that i shall 4get the second the test is over ^^

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Saturday, September 12, 2009

got my hair cut... looks spaz and is very frizzy... might trim it a little bit more... ><"

camp... need to pack... i swear... half my suitcase is like gonna be food.....
as usual i'm gonna bring enough clothes to last me like wat... 2 weeks... its a habit
*sigh*
not realli excited bout camp...
5 days
in the bush
no proper food (apparently)
5 min showers.....

*rolls over and dies*

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Friday, September 11, 2009

this is generally aimed at only a few ppl....

i have my reasons for doing wat i do
for now... i really can't give u a decent explanation
i may possibly tell you later
but for now...
let it be
this is just something you will need to trust me on
and if even if you dun trust me... i can't do anything about that

people that has gotten involved...
i apologize...

for most people, this post is just gibberish...
plz ignore *bows* ^^

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Wednesday, September 9, 2009

FREAK!!! JUST FOUND OUT THAT MY YOUNGEST COUSIN IS FREAKEN TALLER THAN ME!!! *cries in emo corner* so depressing ><" i'm gonna be the shortest one of all my cousins the second my brother FINALLY hits puberty and gets taller than me.....

guess wat... just found out that another of my cousins has freaken stalkers ><" i swear... they're not even that hot..... so annoyed... he was like crying (not literally) to me bout how girls were stalking him.... i was cracking up majorly... my cousins lead such complicated lives.....

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went high 2day... the sour worms i ate yesterday FINALLY kicked in ><" yes, they took their time. genie, vivienne and i went high during recess cause i gave them sour worms... started high-5ing each other then started complaining bout how much it hurt.... overall... it was funny ^^

2nd period, looked at yr12 HSC works... loved INNER WILD!!! looked so epic!! the demon is scary but the hawk and the eye was so pretty... almost like they were staring straight at you... i swear, i could sit in front of that and stare at the whole thing for days and i wouldn't get bored ^^

3rd period, history... was epic... i hate latin...ITS A FREAKEN DEAD LANGUAGE AND I SUCK AT LEARNING LANGUAGES ANYWAY!!! neway.... mel and lillian did their roman personalities re-enactment... was absolutely hilairious. they had a gloomy bear as a "ferocious lion" and it started "killing" mel. the whole class including the teacher cracked up.

Lunch was epic, played cheat. DANNI U ABSOLUTELY SUCK!!! i helped vivienne ... was going okay ish ^^ the whole table was like yelling and going spazz so overall... no-one won cause the bell went ><"

PE was boring... stupid dance is impossible.... so annoying... genie and alyce (<-- spelling ?? actaully i know its spelt wrong...) made a guest appearance ... just randomly popped up. newaz, we're screwed cause the dance is like 3 min 44sec... we've dun like 44 sec..... and the first 20 sec, u literally just stand there.... *sigh* PE gives me a headache...

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Tuesday, September 8, 2009

THANK YOU SHIRLEY!!! i'm actually out of credit (again) so i couldn't reply to ur text ><" i'm all better now... stuff is still a tad rickety but still ^^ u know, riches is actually really nice (actually, she was always realli nice) i was supposed to do it ages ago... but she slipped my name after yours cause she saw wat was happening....

she thought it was about exams and assignments.... i swear, every teacher asks if its about a realli bad mark or about assignments that we can't hand in ><" she even said that she wan't to send me to the counciller ><"

newaz, to other ppl who dun understand this post... DUN WRRY BOUT IT!!! questions will NOT be answered... ^^

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Monday, September 7, 2009

okay, animania is finally over ^^ I HAVE 35 PICTURES!! but i needa de-blur them. they're all blurry because SOMEBODY kept moving around... yes fionna.... "kanda is dying" will be posted eventually along with the other pics.... scary... photos are already up on the net.... ><"

the cosplays were so wicked ^^ hunting for good pics ^^

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Saturday, September 5, 2009

as the title suggests... ANIMANIA IS 2MOZ!!! YAYZ CAN'T WAIT 12 HOURS TO GO...

though cindy and i needa wake up at like 5 am 2moz to get everything ready ><" fionna... u have no right to complain dammit. my wig... cindy spent 3 hours styling it and now it actually looks presentalbe!!! her amazing styling skills.

finished my cosplay finally. okay... cindy helped with that too ><" she has all the makeup and wat not.... its gonna be epic ^^

newaz, i also finished my history speech ^^ crap... my ankle is screwed.... not good... shit shit shit... gonna be walking for 8 hours 2moz.... damn crap ***************************!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

everyone... beware... i may be high and spazz on monday.... if i do go high.. plz evacuate the area immediately and stay at least 5 km away from me ^^

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Friday, September 4, 2009

stupid fionna!!!! i was not freaken fantasizing and wat not!! i was attempting to get a freaken general layout of the freaken place.... especillay knowing how lost i can get!!

i swear, u can chuck me somewhere in epping (a suburb next to eastwood) and i would not be able to get home or to anywhere i would recongnize.....

animania in 2 days ^^ still haven't finished my cosply XD yes, i am so epic ^^ does anyone know how to uncorrupt corrupted files ><" stupid page won't freaken open!!

*sigh* needa do my history speech and maths hw today.... busy all weekend ^^

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Thursday, September 3, 2009

stupid stupid blah! yes I'm pissed, tired and my brain's fucked up at the moment.

i keep thinking its Friday though i know its Thursday but i keep thinking that i have badminton 2moz which is actually Friday but i have badminton on Saturday so that means that I'm a day ahead which also means that i keep thinking that i can sleep in 2moz which i obviously can't because i have skool but because my brain is such a fuck i keep thinking its Friday and it just screws up my entire way of thinking... i dun think that made sense....

w/e why the hell am i tired... its only freaken 9:30.... why the fuck do i keep waking up at like 3am ><" STUPID *******************!!!!!!!!!! dammit.... now i'm even more pissed... *sigh*

history speech is making my head spin.... who cares bout WW1... okay, probably tons of ppl do but seriously. i got so bored during history today that i started playing with my Stanley knife (<-- thx viv ^^) and accidently nicked myself, wasn't major or anything. didn't even bleed. meh.

maths ... is evil... though we (genie and i) started stealing viv's food ^^ was very nice. since we sat at the back, we kept on just getting some food then shove it in our mouths and pretend that nothing happend. had to frantically hide the container when payne came to the back row to collect survey sheet crap things....

not hyped up bout animania at the moment. which is actually quite wierd... probably get hyped on sat or sth..... my stupid camera has batteries that last for like 30 minutes..... once again, stealing viv's pro camera ^^

NEED TO BRING STRAIGHTNER TO SKOOL 2MOZ!!! MUST REMEMBER!

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